June 2010
11 posts
my stupid fucking friends!
god, the one time, that i get to be with you, since our breakup, i thought, i should bring my friends to see YOUR friends, instead they get up my ass, and ruin EVERYTHING!, i wish they would leave me alone sometimes. its like FUCKOFF!, god. they always try and be ‘cute’ with there jokes/pranks but its not even cute, its messed up, i didnt even get 5 minutes to myself with you. no...
we can dance forever...
so i finally told my best friend how i felt about everything, and she told me the same thing i have thought all along. “just tell him how you feel” and thats simple and understandable, but i can’t. why? because if i tell you, you might not feel the same. so what am i supposed to do now? i would rather be “just friends” then not have you at all, and im afraid if i tell...
that stupid message.
its still in my draft’s box of my phone, and all it says is “i still love you” and i cant hit send, believe me when i say that ive tried, so hard. and ive tired a million times to delete it but i cant. and the hardest thing i think i have ever had to do, is just be friends with you because i love you, i love you more than anything else in the world, and i need you becase with out...
what am u supposed to do, when the best part of me...
I woke up today, with too much on my mind, i thought about what everyone said that broke us up, the things i listened to that pushed me over the ledge. the way things went the way that we did. and then i thought about how, you would rather be with me more than you would with your current girlfriend, i guess thats a good thing? for me, that is. for her, i feel bad, my goal in life is to hurt No...
what was.
last night, i felt my heart drop a million feet into the bottom on my stomach.
i cant stop thinking about how much i love you, how much i need you.
why did i lose it all? why did i stop? i wanna scream and pull all my hair out, i wanna cry, but i cant stop thinking about what you said. ” we all make mistakes”
thats what you said about me, but i dont wanna make the mistake of letting...
My favorite layout site?
So theres like a million layout sites, and since i did own fantase, i know a lot of the owners, like monica @ starkiss, shes pretty fuckin awsome, but i have to say, my favorite site so far is clashy.org the owner is constantly updating and he has colors:D like most sites are boring as shit, but that one is like the bomb digityy (:
so check em’ out;D
so i was thinking...
about stealing my brothers computer, it has webcam:D i wanna chat w/ people, im bored out of my mind. :)))
“Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we’re wired that way. Because without it, I...”
– Gray’s Anatomy
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so your back again?
when you left, it was my fault, i wont deny that. but i dunno what to do now that you back again. i shoved all my feelings for you into a tiny little box, and put in under my heart. i thought, if we didn’t talk i would be strong enough to get over you. i guess i was wrong, i had this guilt that just tore me apart because of the way i left you. i thought that you needed to grow up, but it was...