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what am u supposed to do, when the best part of me was always you?
I woke up today, with too much on my mind, i thought about what everyone said that broke us up, the things i listened to that pushed me over the ledge. the way things went the way that we did. and then i thought about how, you would rather be with me more than you would with your current girlfriend, i guess thats a good thing? for me, that is. for her, i feel bad, my goal in life is to hurt No one. but then again, maybe im doing this girl a favor. keeping her from giving her heart to someone, who already has there’s taken. i told people that i made a mistake with you, but i lied, through my teeth, you were my everything, 6 hours on the phone, stupid inside jokes, and the stuff that always got us in trouble, but thats what made me love you. love myself for loving you. i was the happiest, and now ill do anything, incluidng hurt everyone i love, just to get that back, and if my friend and family love me like they say, then it’ll be okay, because they’ll be happy that i am. so just give me a chance? one last time? lets pretend that were still in love.
