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that stupid message.
its still in my draft’s box of my phone, and all it says is “i still love you” and i cant hit send, believe me when i say that ive tried, so hard. and ive tired a million times to delete it but i cant. and the hardest thing i think i have ever had to do, is just be friends with you because i love you, i love you more than anything else in the world, and i need you becase with out you im a bigger mess than i was before. and maybe you dont understand how hard this is for me, but its who i am, and it hurts more than anything to know that you have no idea i feel like this, that you cant understand how it hurts to see you with her, and i wish with all my heart that you would see that i love you, with everything i am. Please, just see it, just see me. just see us.
